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The next person to ask me if I'm okay is going to get ninjapunched in the face.
I know they're all trying to show me that they care, but honestly, what am I supposed to say? If I say "Great!" then the obvious reaction would be a, "She's lying her butt off", or b, "WTF she just had a miscarriage?"
If I say "Terrible!" I make everyone feel bad, which is not good.
I've been saying "I'm okay", which is more or less the truth, and then the conversation inevitably goes to "Is there anything I can do?"
Again, I know they're just saying this to show that they care, but honestly. I seriously don't know how to answer this question yet. "Yes, you can invent a time machine so I can go back and prevent this from happening"? "Yes, you can wave that magic wand I see sticking out of your pocket and make the Raisin a viable fetus so we can have our baby"? "No, now bugger off and leave me alone"?
I've been saying "If I think of anything I'll let you know", but this doesn't seem to work either.
I know I probably sound like I'm just being an ungrateful bitch, but I'm honestly just frustrated. And I really can't even explain why. I would very much like to pretend this never happened, or at least get over it quickly, and I guess I feel like if people keep talking to me about it it'll never go away.
However, I don't want people to totally ignore me either. I guess it's true - you just can't make some people happy.
I know they're all trying to show me that they care, but honestly, what am I supposed to say? If I say "Great!" then the obvious reaction would be a, "She's lying her butt off", or b, "WTF she just had a miscarriage?"
If I say "Terrible!" I make everyone feel bad, which is not good.
I've been saying "I'm okay", which is more or less the truth, and then the conversation inevitably goes to "Is there anything I can do?"
Again, I know they're just saying this to show that they care, but honestly. I seriously don't know how to answer this question yet. "Yes, you can invent a time machine so I can go back and prevent this from happening"? "Yes, you can wave that magic wand I see sticking out of your pocket and make the Raisin a viable fetus so we can have our baby"? "No, now bugger off and leave me alone"?
I've been saying "If I think of anything I'll let you know", but this doesn't seem to work either.
I know I probably sound like I'm just being an ungrateful bitch, but I'm honestly just frustrated. And I really can't even explain why. I would very much like to pretend this never happened, or at least get over it quickly, and I guess I feel like if people keep talking to me about it it'll never go away.
However, I don't want people to totally ignore me either. I guess it's true - you just can't make some people happy.
