Angsty enough for a filter? Nah.

[bouldersandbrews]

I've been shying away from writing - from even thinking. I know this is doing myself an injustice, but I find it very difficult to face things that are painful.

Such as only recently discovered repercussions from my father's actions toward me. Thinking about it is painful. Remembering, analyzing, trying to be logical - painful.

But things have to be faced, sooner or later. Later seems to being about more pain - inaction does this, I've noticed.

I seem to love to debate whose actions were more damaging, my mother's or my father's. I'm getting to the point where I can't decide - they're in a dead heat right now.

I think I need to work on my memoirs some more.

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[dauthi.livejournal.com]

You suck.