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So Jen had her baby. I'm happy for her, honestly.

It bothers me though, because it's been two months since I lost my Raisin, and in four months I should have a baby.

Okay, this is why I haven't posted anything lately. Angst, angst, angst. If I'm not feeling sorry for myself because I feel like crap, I'm feeling sorry for myself because - what? I have an incompetent body?

Well, that would explain everything, wouldn't it?