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Two months as of yesterday. We had a really busy day yesterday, which made me not think about it till today... which makes me feel like crap. Sorry, Raisin, I forgot. I didn't forget you, though.
In all three games, some of the wives/girlfriends of the players came to watch, and in every single game, at least one of them had a baby. (In the last game, there was a chick - with a baby - that seriously looked like Aubrey from S*P.)
I would like to think that seeing a woman with a healthy baby will eventually stop feeling like a slap in the face, a "neener" of sorts.
I would like to think that this will stop hurting, some day, that I can see a baby and think "Aw, how cute" rather than "I wonder if the Raisin would have looked like her?"
I would like to think that maybe someday I'll quit being such a cheeseball.
I would also like to think that every single period from here on out won't feel like I'm trying to have an alien explode out of my uterus, like it does right now.
In all three games, some of the wives/girlfriends of the players came to watch, and in every single game, at least one of them had a baby. (In the last game, there was a chick - with a baby - that seriously looked like Aubrey from S*P.)
I would like to think that seeing a woman with a healthy baby will eventually stop feeling like a slap in the face, a "neener" of sorts.
I would like to think that this will stop hurting, some day, that I can see a baby and think "Aw, how cute" rather than "I wonder if the Raisin would have looked like her?"
I would like to think that maybe someday I'll quit being such a cheeseball.
I would also like to think that every single period from here on out won't feel like I'm trying to have an alien explode out of my uterus, like it does right now.
